Me: I need motivation. *scrolls twitter feed* and I. FOUND. HIM ❤️❤️❤️❤️ #100happydays #day43 #myPercy #myCharlie #myLogan
[…] If Caleb wasn’t fit for Abnegation, how can I be? But what choice do I have, now that he left us and I’m the only one who remains? He left me no other option.
I set my jaw. I will be the child that stays; I have to do this for my parents. I have to.
Marcus offers me my knife. […] I turn toward the bowls. Dauntless fire and Abnegation stones are both on my left, one in front of my shoulder and on behind. I hold the knife in my right hand and touch the blade to my palm. Gritting my teeth, I drag the blade down. It stings, but I barely notice. I hold both hands to my chest, and my next breath shudders on the way out. I open my eyes and thrust m arm out. My blood drips onto the carpet between the two bowls. Then, with a grasp I can’t contain, I shift my hand forward, and my blood sizzles on the coals.
I am selfish. I am brave.
I can’t bear this anymore. I’m really tired of memorizing everything. Srsly, i’m not yet done with the agar plates and now tests for microbial identification, amoebas, flagellates and many more fckng organisms i cannot see are waiting!!!! urrrrg. CAN WE HAVE A BREAK TO ABSORB EVERYTHING. I mean, small brain stacks of infos and I CAN’T jandjosbijvbeg hjewbgljkwe. -____-
and there’s this clinical chem topic converting wavelength to energies and IM CURSING EVERYTHING.
But sht i need to do this. :”( OKBYE. So Help me God (and gods, calling the attention of Athena)
That “boo, you whore” line tho. >:D<